kutipan dari Novel Manifiesto

i was changing,

i worried about my situation,

in photographs i was a smilling bright-cheek kid.

i dwelled on the past,how stupid i was.

what should i've done.i wish i appreciated more.

it annoyed me, my mind split in differerent timezone.

it was easy to forget what made me happy when i started going down,

at night nothing was different,and im wondering that alien would come and make the world beatiful.

i walked through college like a man marked for death.

i forgot why i left college, i couldn't remember the reasons. i existed physically.Teacher didn't inspire me, none were influences, none made me want to go on and become something special.

i though about myself, people had fun being young and attractive, i was jealous and lonely.

in the dark before dawn, i smoked ciggarete and told myself there had to be another way.

i lost things, sometimes losing things was funny, other times it scared me.Maybe i didn't care about anything at all. maybe i was not even human.

Reality crashed in on the world induced by drugs, the fake dream couldn't be held forever.

i was dramatic,i had moods.

i wanted to stop war. I wanted people to understand each other, i wanted everyone to have a beatiful lover forever.i wanted to clench my hand and explode the world with happiness.

"kalo dipikir pikir ini semua hampir...noope..sama seperti apa yang gua alami dari dulu sampe sekarang...it looks like life must goes on bra"